The crazy ladies over at (in)courage are at it again! Free giveaways, tons of gifts, and loads of encouragement… I mean, incouragement 😉 For 30 days we are celebrating readers during our one-year anniversary of (in)courage! Bring out the cake and sprinkles, it’s time to party!
I’m posting over there as part of my monthly honor of being a contributor. Check it out, join the fun, and be (in)couraged!
Here’s a snippet. You can click on the link or simply click on the fancy schmancy button [those girls think of EVERYTHING!] 🙂
I am the maguey plant. 4 years ago I was given the official diagnosis of infertility by a doctor. He only told me what I had already known for 14 years prior to that moment…that I was barren. The Dr. told me that my eggs acted like those of a 50 year old woman (I was only 34). Our embryos would die at 3-4 days. Pregnancy for me with my own eggs was "impossible". So, I nearly grieved myself to death-literally. When the news that a family member wanted to have a baby of her own and give it to us to adopt came, the prayers of my heart had been answered. Our miracle son will be 4 in October. (continued below…)
However, I have still never been able to shake the nagging feeling that one day, God was going to give us a child from my womb. I felt like He promised me that through a vision back in March of 1993. A vision that I had long since turned over to 'just a hope of a young woman who desperately wanted a baby/pregnancy of her own'. When all our treatments failed, a piece of me died too. I no longer trusted my Heavenly Father in this one thing. I believed the report of man, not the report of the Lord. (continued below…)
Over the past few days, there's been a longing in my soul. My body is acting like it's time for change. The GYN feels like it may be time for a hysterectomy-my cycles are out of control and the pain associated with them is almost too much to bear. I'm 38 years old and barren. And until this morning when I read this post, I was ready to tell the Dr. that I feel it's time to remove it as well. (This is the second post that I subscribe to, the first one was intitled 'IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE".) As I sit here with tears flowing. God Himself is reminding me yet again of His promise to me so many years ago. I don't know how and I don't know when, but my son will have the brother or sister that he so desires. He won't have to settle for the little puppy he got as an early birthday present this year to be his only companion for much longer. God has remembered me….Genesis 30:22 Then God remembered Rachel; he listened to her and opened her womb.
The comments when I read the post over there were all women so I didn't want to dip my toe in the estrogen ocean and disrupt things. 🙂 That was a brilliant post, Bianca. You have such a gift for teaching and communication.
Ha ha ha I thought the same thing! And I'm a woman!!!
I have been this plant as well. We endured some pain that came through a Christian brother against our family that did so much damage I didn't think we could recover. We stayed in the desert for years separated and devastated. Was our Father content to leave us there, no He was not. But God is moving and restoring and bringing healing where I thought it was not possible. God is opening up my voice to speak and sing and He's been pouring songs into my heart. We have a mighty God who deserves all our praise and thankfulness. To God be the glory!
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