In and of myself I am a failure. In and of myself I am a quitter. In and of myself I doubt what I’m doing and where I’m going. But through a calling I can’t control or manipulate, God is moving. And I’m humbled to be part of His plan.

One sentence made my heart beat deeply in my chest. Black letters against the white screen took my breath away. No, not because I felt validation or acceptance, but because I needed assurance in walking through the open doors in front of me.

On the day I act like Gideon, God allowed me to feel like David. David knew his strength and direction were from the Lord. Gideon, a doubting leader wavering in his calling, needed signs and miraculous wonders. I swallow a lump in my throat as I humbly admit that I am broken and fearful like Gideon, but I trust a God who can confirm callings through the acknowledgment of others.

Every month the dedicated visionaries of Catalyst note influential young leaders. For a reason that still makes my heart skip a beat, my name was on the list which was released today for the month of May. [You should check out the site for podcasts, Q&A sessions, and upcoming events!]

I fumbled for my phone this morning after reading the Catalyst blog and texted my mentor who said, I’m so proud of you! But remember: Catalyst is merely recognizing the calling God has placed on your life. You don’t need man to validate what you do. Do what God has already called you to do. With or without recognition.

I’m living out 1 Corinthians 1:27! This foolish girl from the ‘hood is leading God’s people with three snaps in the air. Yes, people may look and wonder how and why… all I can do is shrug my shoulders and say I don’t know. In and of myself, I’m a Gideon who serves a BIG God!

Thank YOU for hanging with me in my Gideon moments 😉

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