In 2.5 seconds the heat in the tent suddenly raised to a record 115 degrees. At least it felt like it. 500 faces staring at me in anticipation for—something.
Head pounding.
Hands sweating.
Heart racing.
Hamstrings twitching.
I laughed and casually said, No, no, I can’t possibly, while flashing a look to Matt in desperation. If my eyes could speak they’d scream HELP… SAVE… ME while blinking a frantic Morse code S-O-S. My Matt, oh my sweet, sweet Matt, just smiled and waved his hand like, You’re awesome! Just do it.
Rewind:
In most African churches, dancing is part and parcel of corporate worship. In other words, it ain’t church unless you shake what your momma gave you. F’real.
At Mavuno church the teens have a Holy Spirit Dance Party which includes a deejay, emcee, and—get this—a dance team and leader?! We do choreographed steps to worship songs set to pop beats and rhythmic moves. It’s a blast!!!
Before the second service started, I confessed to Matt that I felt like my talk in first service was HORRIBLE. I felt flat. I felt like I was trying to hit a note out of my range. I felt like Mister Rogers trying to rap like Eminem. As I looked into the faces of the Kenyan teens, I felt like a failure.
Matt told me just to be ME. You are doing great, but they don’t know you. Just start off with YOU so they can trust what you have to say. So I listened to him…
And where did it get me? On stage, in front of the entire second service, with the deejay scratching beats and the teens cheering for me to dance BY MYSELF before the talk continued.
I laughed and casually said, No, no, I can’t possibly, while flashing a look to Matt in desperation. And again, if my eyes could speak they’d scream HELP… SAVE… ME. Matt just smiled and waved his hand like, You’re awesome! Just do it.
With every ounce of strength I could muster up, I began to move to the salsa music the deejay played loudly through the speakers. I moved my hips back and forth and reached deep down into my Puerto Rican soul to find all the rhythm I could. Cheers erupted and hands clapped with joyous familiarity as we joined together like King David to dance like he danced.
Mister Rogers dancing
At the end of the small stint the crowd settled down and for a small second, I felt like a dancing Mister Rogers. Not a Mister Rogers trying to be someone he wasn’t—just being him.
As comfortable as a warm, cardigan sweater and familiar shoes, I felt like I fit in. I felt like Nairobi and I were neighbors. And yes, like Mister Rogers says, it was a beautiful day in the neighborhood.
Where is the footage of said dance moves? I wish I could have seen it!!!
I fully expect you to start your talk next Tuesday with some salsa moves. The end.
Oh look what you started?! I'm NOT dancing at church. My church isn't in Kenya and my the stage isn't for shaking!
I'm going to get you back!!!!
Their exists a beautiful connection through the blood of Jesus…anywhere we go…we are connected…in fact, I totally pictured you dancing as I read this. Any chance of a vlog with those awesome moves???
On a side note…I find myself moving along with the music during worship…I so wish we could just "break free" sometimes and dance like David danced…in church…that is cause at home…that a totally different story. 🙂
So glad your home…and so happy you lived this experience!
Thanks, Angelica!
And I totally dance at home too!!!
twitvid =] we want proof 😉
I think Matt has pictures of the dancing during worship, but not my dancing! Whew! That's an answered prayer.
girl. your latina. im sure you know how to shake watcha mama gave ya. =D
LOL though i don't know if that's proper for "church dancing".
Yeah, where's the video?!?! And I'm with BlahBlahBlahger on the dancing next Tuesday!!!
My day to day feeling of failure is most likely no where near as funky!!!
NO. DANCING.
Ugh!!! You guys kill me!!!
🙂
Hey, you have mexican roots, it is not possible that you can't dance, it's in your blood, let it out. 😉
I love to dance, it is one of the feelings, that make me feel free, when I dance.
…so rock on… 🙂
Love,
Markus from germany 🙂
Markus, what happened to our Germany team??????
I was so sad watching the game yesterday 🙁
Only 4 more years…
me too…but spain was to strong…next time we will win… 😉
i'm sure you were great! go girl:)
Hahaha! Thanks 🙂
hahahahahahahahaha oh my gosh. I am literally laughing so hard that I am crying. I am just picturing this and it is hilarious. Oh how I love you. And Matt. And your writing. Awesome. Can't wait to catch up and hear about your trip!!!
I have to tell the stories. It was amazing!
PS Tell your momma I won't dance when I visit your church again 😉 Promise!
I can appreciate your feelings as a speaker myself. Although talking about how Jesus can change someone's life is probably much harder than what I do…
I am happy you were a big hit! Next time I feel like I am falling flat, I will break out in a two step of my own 😉
I am happy to hear that you are having a good time….and pa leazeee believe….You truly have enough soul to dance. 🙂
Im not sure why but this entry is making me tear up!
How fun and wonderful B! I am sure the Lord had a great time watching you and all those beautiful teens singing, dancing and rejoicing in Him!
Love you,
Mom
Fantastic story. You have such a way with words. I can only imagine you can shake it as good as you tell it!
I love how Africans dance in church!! But this white girl has NO rhythm!
I would have been sweating like a pig up there and not to mention BEAT red!
Got to worship with some Nigerians once and it was off the hook! I can tell you had an amazing time in Kenya – im sure the Lord has blessed you in imaginable ways with this trip via everyone you came in contact with and everything you experienced.
Shake, shake, shake Señora, shake it all the time!
Meant to say UN imaginable ways. = )
Wow, what an amazing idea! I wish I had the opportunity to experience dance as part of worship!
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